Ode to My Pants

•August 29, 2014 • Leave a Comment

This pair of ancient trousers may have belonged to a male shaman

[Third poem of the Domestic Odes suite. Photo shows oldest known pants, about 3300 years old, found in far western China].

Ode to My Pants

now thoroughly duded,
you have served me well
bramble protector,
wind cheater,
buckle-belted work hose,
humble pantaloons,
three dollar op-shop find
suiting me down to the T-bone rump
from the word go

discretely pressed the flesh
without impinging, warmly containing
like a good enough mother,
father, God, lolly wrapper, work
slacks, certainly no slackers

green guerrillero gear,
soft public fence and face
of my privates, your worn militarism
finally went peasant on our farm,
worn and patched at the knee
to withstand the bent-leg prayer
of prolonged planting a little longer

now, unbuttoned, nakedly
housing the first fungi
and slaters of love’s decay,
may our compost’s worm furnace
burn you back down to the earthy
bits that birthed your bright body
on some long forgotten plain
combed by immaculate
machines driven by men
in immaculate denim

Ode to our Stove

•August 26, 2014 • 1 Comment

old wood-stove 19th century

[Another poem from the Domestic Odes suite...]

Ode to our Stove

black squat stomach
of our kitchen,
you eat up wood
like nobody’s business

yet your warmth
is unmetallic, arising
from eucalypts sagging
under the chainsaw drone
of cicadas
in a noonday sun,
or food slowly
simmering itself
into saucy succulence

your fire water
radiates our rooms’ veins
in fourfold alchemy
of air, fire, water,
earth-sprung wood
driving the warm body
of our house
as it sails drunkenly
through wintry space

outwardly unmoved,
your fiery guts
rage quietly
like a compost heap
or a small blue planet
seen from space

Ode to My Boots

•August 24, 2014 • 2 Comments


[An older poem from a suite of Domestic Odes, inspired by Pablo Neruda's famous Odes. The boot in the photo is of course not the like the ones in the poem, much too new...]

Ode to My Boots

scuffed like buggery,
paint speckled
like some fairy tale bird
in the Amazons
of the imagination

your elastic sides
firmly and softly
contain my ankles
like a lucky baby

my feet freely bound
moving a little more
in your supple warmths
as you most gracefully
age into the autumnal
beauty of a mellowed red,
the useful, a mountain
peasant’s face, Van Gogh
or the time I saw dead
Boyd’s battered old shoes
still under his studio chair
at Bundanon

the dead cow you were
now strides the farm,
bookshops, shire,
walks itself into poems,
gentle mullings, soapbox
invectives that hopelessly seek
to boot the merchants
from the planet’s temple

even flew to Germany
to bury a father
whose boots
I’ll never fill

now like mine
your soul
is loosening
from the front
letting in water
from bogs or dewy grass

you’ll soon be mourned
as you’re moved like life
from rack to bin
and the sweet moulds,
winds, weather,
forgetting, poetry
return you
to the place
we came

The more I had, the less I was (Or Why I Joined the Movement)

•August 19, 2014 • Leave a Comment

icrime baby

[About twenty one years ago I read a version of this poem at a protest meeting of high school students in the Bowral Memorial Hall against a proposed mega-dump for Sydney's waste in our area.]

The More I Had, The Less I Was
(Or: Why I Joined The Movement)

I wanted the breast
They gave me the bottle

I wanted a mother
They gave me a child care centre

I wanted food
They gave me a Big Mac

I wanted to express myself
They gave me a colouring-in book

I wanted love
They gave me pocket money

I wanted understanding
They gave me 12 years of listening to teachers

I wanted excitement
They gave me an amusement centre

I wanted friends
They gave me competitors

I wanted fun
They gave me a video game

I wanted to be touched
They gave me porno

I wanted to glory in the delights of all my goddam God-given senses
They gave me TV and a smartphone

I wanted freedom
They gave me a car

I wanted to be accepted
They gave me brands and designer clothes

I wanted self-empowerment
They gave me the vote

I wanted vision
They gave me politicians

I wanted a sense of collective meaning
They gave me Neighbours and nationalism

I wanted meaningful work
They gave me the dole or a boring job

I wanted One World
They gave me war and flag-waving sheep

I wanted to help save the planet
They gave me animal-friendly nail varnish, recycled toilet paper and The Greens

I wanted a future
They gave me capitalism and ecocide

Anarchism, Mysticism, Poetry

•August 13, 2014 • 4 Comments

modern art

[This is the introduction to a long essay I am working on at the moment.]

Anarchism, Mysticism, Poetry

We began as a mineral. We emerged into plant life
and into the animal state, and then into being human,
and always we have forgotten our former states,
except in early spring when we slightly recall
being green again. […]

Humankind is being led along an evolving course,
through this migration of intelligences,
and though we seem to be sleeping,
there is an inner wakefulness
that directs the dream,

and that will eventually startle us back
to the truth of who we are.
– Rumi, ‘The Dream that must be Interpreted’

The mercy of the West has been social revolution; the mercy of the East has been individual insight into the basic self/void. We need both.
– Gary Snyder, ‘Buddhism and the Coming Revolution’ (1969)


There is an honourable, transcultural tradition of anti-authoritarian or ‘anarchist’ mystics answering to the ‘truth of who we are.’ From Lao-Tzu, Chuang Tzu, the Buddha and Nagarjuna to Rumi, Hui-Neng, Dogen, Hakuin, Albertus Magnus and Meister Eckhardt, from Angelus Silesius and Gerrard Winstanley to Gustav Landauer, Martin Buber, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Alan Watts, Gary Snyder and Thomas Merton. Some of these have been poets and all of them have used poetic language to convey their meanings. While none of them besides Landauer and Snyder would have called themselves ‘anarchists’, I would argue that their mysticism carries a certain affinity to the philosophy of ‘anarchism’ as broadly defined below. I am going to ask Rumi, the 13th century Derwish-Sufi poet (called Jelaluddin Balkhi in Iran and Afghanistan) to help me in this exploration.

Do you think I know what I am doing?
That for one breath or half-breath I belong to myself?
As much as a pen knows what it’s writing,
or the ball can guess where it’s going next.
– Rumi

The terms mysticism and anarchism today are mostly used in a derogatory fashion. Mysticism is equated with occultism and mumbo-jumbo, anarchism with terrorism. Apart from the transparent smears and projections of opponents, there are also good reasons for these equations because such phenomena do exist. However, since occultism is not mysticism and almost all of contemporary anarchism is not terrorist (and almost all terrorism not anarchist but state or reactionary-fundamentalist), can we perhaps rescue these terms, or will we have to find new ones?

The central question of this essay is to ask whether there is an inherent affinity between mysticism in general and anarchism. The short answer is, unsurprisingly: yes and no.

Yes. Mysticism is to religion as anarchism is to politics. Deeper.

Both mysticism and anarchism are really not ‘isms’ but anti-ism or non-ism isms. Less ‘philosophies’ and more ways of being or ways of liberation. Both shatter all tidy, comforting cognitive boxes or isms. Their colour is black, the no-colour that grounds all colours, the colour of darkness, the non-dual, the unknown, emptiness, the mystery, the 95 percent (‘dark matter/energy’) of the universe physicists know absolutely nothing about. Mysticism is the internal way of liberation from all those isms and ‘mind-forged manacles’ (radical poet, printer and mystic William Blake), anarchism the external way of liberation. If, as mysticism and the best of anarchism have it, the external and internal cannot really be separated and are in the end one (‘as within, so without’), maybe both need or imply each other.

Mysticism that stays internal and individual, denying the need for a liberated world, is also denying itself. It is cutting off the outflowing energy of love and compassion contained within insight, and is thus ego-centred and non-mystical. Non-active, it risks condoning or supporting the unnecessary suffering and oppressions of the social status quo. Equally, anarchism that disregards internal liberation is also denying itself. It is cutting off its own radiant source of inflowing energy, anger and love, and is thus non-anarchist. In militant flight from silence and original self, such a busy anarchism risks prolonging the spiritual flatland it is combatting:

Your features did not begin in semen.
Don’t try to hide inside anger
radiance that cannot be hidden.
– Rumi

On the other hand, no, there is of course no necessary affinity between mysticism and anarchism at all. Mysticism can also be quietist or even politically reactionary (most Zen abbots have supported Japanese feudal shoguns, emperors, fascism and authoritarian corporations for example), while anarchism is usually anti-religious (‘opium of the masses’ etc) and rationalist, firmly rooted in the secular Enlightenment tradition.

In the end mysticism has no affinity with anything else at all in the known and unknown universe except the universe itself. 13th century founder of Soto Zen Dogen’s process of mystic self-negation is paradigmatic of this great tradition:

To study the Way is to study the self. To study the self is to forget the self. To forget the self is to be enlightened by all things of the universe. To be enlightened by all things of the universe is to cast off the body and mind of the self as well as those of others. Even the traces of enlightenment are wiped out, and life with traceless enlightenment goes on forever and ever.

Mysticism is the vita contemplativa (contemplative life) beyond all confrontational struggle and ‘politics’. It would see much or most activism as caught up in the very mechanisms it seeks to externally overcome, as ideological, self-righteous, judgmental, overly busy, a blind acting-out of the wilful ego, an unacknowledged drive for power and/or attention, an unconscious escape attempt from unacknowledged personal or spiritual problems and anxieties. Krishnamurti puts the classic mystic case against politics:

A man who is passionate about the world and the necessity for change, must be free from political activity, religious conformity and tradition – which means, free from the weight of time, free from the burden of the past, free from all the action of will: this is the new human being. This only is the social, psychological, and even the political revolution. (‘The New Human Being’ in: The Urgency of Change, p. 318)

Anarchism on the other hand is the exemplified vita activa (active life) firmly rooted in the world and inherently sceptical of anything that seems to go beyond, or distract from, it. It would see much mysticism as obscurantism and/or an egoistic withdrawal on the part of privileged elites. Its focus is mostly on external social revolution.

Such non-political mysticism does indeed risk ego-centred withdrawal, elitism and collusion with oppression. Such anti-mystic anarchism does indeed risk blind (ego-centred) ‘acting out’ and the shallowness and desiccation inherent in believing that only external changes, changed social institutions, are necessary for human liberation from existential suffering. What seems to be needed is an active mysticism and a contemplative activism/anarchism, a higher synthesis of what Buddhist poet and eco-activist Gary Snyder has called the dual and complementary ‘mercies’ of the East and West.

In fact, mysticism can also be seen not in opposition to the rationalism, scepticism and the humanist Enlightenment tradition that largely informs progressive struggles, but as their very radicalisation and deepening. Historically, grassroots Christian mystical sects and mass movements of the late Middle Ages helped lay the foundations for Renaissance humanism, the Reformation and Enlightenment as much as alchemy helped lay the foundations of modern science. Philosophically, the Enlightenment nominalism and scepticism of an Ockham, Hume or Wittgenstein can segue effortlessly into mysticism, the ‘perennial philosophy’ (Aldous Huxley).

So can the cutting edge of modern science. Modern quantum mechanics and cosmology are, through the mathematical momentum of their own findings, constantly knocking against the limits of quantification and on the doors of mysticism. Studied objects are ‘superpositions’ of more than one state (e.g. they may be simultaneously waves and particles until we observe/measure them), past, present and future are fundamentally indistinguishable, most modern physics taking up an ‘impossible’ position standing outside time, space and the universe when ‘gazing down’ upon it, and realising that “any sense that our ‘now’ is somehow special, or that time flows past it, is an illusion we create in our heads” (M. Slezak, ‘The now delusion’, in New Scientist The Collection, The Unknown Universe, p. 93).

The reductionist quest of modern physics to find some firm, ultimate, ‘first principle’, some secure foundation to the universe, ends up, by its very own process, in the mystic Unknown/Void: “In our search for foundations, we have gone round in a circle, from the mind, via various components of matter, back to the mind […] But this just means nothing is fundamental […] The moral to draw from the reductionist scenario seems to be that either what is fundamental is not material, or that nothing at all is fundamental” (Jan Westerhoff, ‘Is matter real?’ in New Scientist The Collection The Big Questions, p. 18).

Similarly, contemporary neurological science is empirically re-discovering the other central tenet of mysticism: “[…] our self is comparable to an illusion – but without anybody there that experiences the illusion” (Jan Westerhoff, ‘What are you?’, in New Scientist The Collection, The Big Questions, p. 99). Rather than there being an opposition between mysticism and science or rationality, mysticism can in fact be read as the experience/non-experience of what cutting-edge science itself intellectually discovers when it attempts to reach ever further ‘downwards’ into reality with quantitative means.

Whether explicitly or not, mysticism also shares with reductionist science and anarchism a certain scepticism towards, or even critique of, organized religion, as it does towards ideas and thus any belief system whatsoever. Similarly, anarchism is to ‘politics’, including socialist/progressive politics, as Meister Eckhart or Thomas Merton are to Christianity, Sufism is to Islam, Advaita Vedanta is to Hinduism, Lao Tzu and Chuang Tzu are to organized Taoism, Zen is to organized Buddhism. Going even beyond that, mysticism is the radical scepticism and critique of not just organized religion but of all ‘idols’, all ‘ideologies’, starting with the most basic idol, language, indeed thought itself and its producer and product, the ego, that cornerstone of most human identity.

Inside this new love, die.
Your way begins on the other side.
Become the sky.
Take an axe to the prison wall.
Walk out like someone suddenly born into colour.
Do it now.
You’re covered with thick cloud.
Slide out the side. Die,
and be quiet. Quietness is the surest sign
that you’ve died.
Your old life was a frantic running
from silence.
The speechless full moon
comes out now.

- Rumi, ‘Quietness’

Double-Barrelled Antiphon

•August 10, 2014 • 2 Comments


[Older poem, an 'antiphon' being a sung response by a choir. Second shot in M5 tunnel Sydney]

Double-Barrelled Antiphon

1. Conjuration

how nice of God
to give us stars

and play hooky
in the depths of time

how nice of God
to give us stars

and lustrous lives
that do not rhyme

2. Conurbation

how nice of God
to give us cars

and salt our lives
with speed and wine

how nice of God
to give us cars

that always get us
to our end on time

For God’s Sake

•August 3, 2014 • Leave a Comment


[older poem. Minimalist shot from Kiama again]

For God’s Sake

for God’s sake
who in hell
is that

you say
as you look
in the mirror

under the puffed up mask
of your grandfather

or watch
with amused

as you perform
the daily rituals
of polite constraint

lunatic lectures
your thoughts
chasing themselves

into admiration
as you cut
grass, vines

and lines
at the end
for God’s sake


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